Hi everyone, I'm still on the wagon. We spent all day out of the house yesterday and when we came back, the internet was down and it was too late to fight with Verizon to get back online. This morning, it's back for now.
Anyway, this begins day three. The night of day one was pretty tough. My body saying, "So you're f***ing serious about not having one? " and I was nauseous. Does the withdrawal from cigs run that deep or was it because I was watching House? I had my moments yesterday but I puffed steadily away on the pipe. Today, day three, I heard is one of the worst ones so, I'm not really looking forward to that.
I've run through all of the self-defeating thoughts already, "It's too soon," "I'm not ready," "one won't hurt," "that guy over there is smoking a cig and look how happy he is," but I haven't caved. I have also been thinking about what maineyachtie said about 'realizing that you're an ex-cigarette smoker.' I thought that would happen when I decided to quit. It doesn't. Day three and I'm still a miserable cigarette smoker who hasn't had a cigarette in three days. But that's something though.
Still firmly on the wagon but it's been a bumpy two days. I'll have to check out those tobaccos rogers mentioned.
Again, thanks for all of your support.
Anybody know any other high N tobaccos worth mentioning?
How are weezell and havanarick, the other cig kickers making out?
PS. Thanks for the idea edlogic but I suspect I'd rather not move to Bhutan for any reason.