I've always had insomnia since I was about 13. Never bothered me that I could go 3-4 days without sleep, sometimes it'd be 5-6 days. One time I was awake for nearly 2 weeks, I got a little squirrelly to say the least. In the Army I used it to my advantage. I got paid to take peoples watch. Made more money than my paycheck.
But now I'm 56. I sleep almost every night. But only 4-5 hours. So what do I do? I come here and ask questions. Or do research, watch restoration videos. I find pipe restoration Interesting and it calmed my tinkeritis. I'm not illogical, I know when something is working to leave it alone. But sometimes I need to know how something works. So when it breaks I get to find out.
I've always had this malady. Toys strewn across the floor in pieces, but they all were reassembled properly and worked. There was a time, early on when that wasn't so.
I guess since I got insomnia I need to do stuff. Just watching tv wasn't enough. We only had a tv in the living room so mom would come see who was up screwing around. I always explained it to the Dr.as its like my mind is on fire. It won't shut off. Always on, solving, figuring, thinking. The Dr. Told me "rest is important" so I learned to meditate. Go off to some faraway imaginary location. Waterfalls never worked for me.
Still, on occasion, I have bouts of insomnia. One Dr. Had me tell stories to myself. It seemed to work, sort of like the meditation. Sometimes I wished there was a switch I could use to turn it off and just go to sleep because now it kicks my butt to be awake. My body doesn't like it. But its content with 4-5 hours of sleep a night. I wish my brain and body would get together and sort the matter out between them and leave me out of it.
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But now I'm 56. I sleep almost every night. But only 4-5 hours. So what do I do? I come here and ask questions. Or do research, watch restoration videos. I find pipe restoration Interesting and it calmed my tinkeritis. I'm not illogical, I know when something is working to leave it alone. But sometimes I need to know how something works. So when it breaks I get to find out.
I've always had this malady. Toys strewn across the floor in pieces, but they all were reassembled properly and worked. There was a time, early on when that wasn't so.
I guess since I got insomnia I need to do stuff. Just watching tv wasn't enough. We only had a tv in the living room so mom would come see who was up screwing around. I always explained it to the Dr.as its like my mind is on fire. It won't shut off. Always on, solving, figuring, thinking. The Dr. Told me "rest is important" so I learned to meditate. Go off to some faraway imaginary location. Waterfalls never worked for me.
Still, on occasion, I have bouts of insomnia. One Dr. Had me tell stories to myself. It seemed to work, sort of like the meditation. Sometimes I wished there was a switch I could use to turn it off and just go to sleep because now it kicks my butt to be awake. My body doesn't like it. But its content with 4-5 hours of sleep a night. I wish my brain and body would get together and sort the matter out between them and leave me out of it.
Thanks for stopping by.