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sablebrush52

The Bard Of Barlings
Jun 15, 2013
21,165
51,181
Southern Oregon
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The way I feel these days I hope not, I made peace with the family longevity years ago. I knew what having to give up work last year at 50 years old meant. I've seen and done all of the things I've ever wanted to and have watched things about growing up that I loved fading into obscurity. Not my world anymore.
Speaking as someone who has gone through some serious shit, like losing the use of my painting arm for 10 months and more recently, waking up to find myself unable to walk more than a few feet, and then only in utter agony, when the day before I had done my usual 4.5 mile walk into town and back, I'm going to say, don't give up.

I may be using a cane these days, but at least I can get around, am up to about a half mile at a time, and each day I work on getting better.

Just joined the local Y to work on my muscles, particularly lower back hips and legs, and get in some cardio. Get a second opinion and if that doesn't work get a third one. When issues with my eyes started to happen at the end of 2019 it took visits to four different practices before the problem was diagnosed. Not every doctor is created equal.

Make the most of the hand you've been dealt. Somehow, life seems better to me when I fight back against adversity. Eventually we all get dealt a hand we can't beat, but until then, don't assume that it has happened.
 

Zamora

Part of the Furniture Now
Mar 15, 2023
742
1,876
Olympia, Washington
Not at all, just realism.



No faith in it. They institutionalized my youngest daughter from 6 until 17 for one disorder after another until they finally decided she was just autistic. It took years to get her off of the pharmaceuticals and she's still not completely right. I have just accepted reality without the need for "happy" pills from guessing witch doctors.

I've given up on many of them and just placed them in the ignore pile.


My hands that forced me into early retirement also prevent me from writing, drawing, and working puzzles.

Not that I don't have anything to live for but am already dying.
I feel it man, finding a counselor is a pain in the ass between having to make sure they're accepting new clients AND take an insurance plan you have.
 

Chasing Embers

Captain of the Black Frigate
Nov 12, 2014
45,529
120,932

Do not go gentle into that good night​


Dylan Thomas
1914 – 1953

Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
I've always despised that poem. I'm not suicidal, I'm in the middle stages of decline and I'm okay with that.
 
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