I really sorry for your loss, Clay.
But, obviously, there's something deeper going on here with such a violent act. (It simply doesn't matter if these burners are Dr. Grabows or Dunhills.)
Currently there's a lot of hurt, resentment or anger in that faux book box.
Dude, what the hell?
Have you raped a child? Stolen a Social Security check? Killed anybody recently?
You hang out here and most pipers are relatively calm, collected types. So, WTF?
Fnord