Don't be sorry, I should be. As always. You guys, I don't want to ruin any of your days or beliefs.I am sorry. You are right I don't know anything about it. My opinion is just an opinion and no more.
We are each given free will and how we use it is up to us individually. Wishing you all the best and a Happy Holyday Season.
I'm just some drunk stumblebum with my own fucked up thoughts. You go on an believe in what I have forsaken.
Live happily, always enjoy!
People can say what they want, but life without a spiritual component is a life less lived. Listening to you, you if I understand you correctly, you have battled depression and other demons for years. Pills and psychology can only do so much. This really is where Jesus or a true spiritual connection is necessary. I am not preaching at you and I do understand what you are saying. It’s simply that our society does not offer the final leg of the stool. You have to find that one, but it is there.
I like to believe in Jesus and all that stuff, wouldn't it be nice? But some Abrahamic desert religion doesn't work for this particular heretic and pagan soul. But I do want to believe, I just can't. The Gods will know this when I die, they will know that my heart is full of good for any man or women. I just can't blindly believe.
They will see and know, at least I hope so. I really do.
But I want to add that I never took any pills, never! I don't even take anything against headaches.
To me the pharma is a part of the devil, the Moloch. I trust nature, the plants. They're neither pro nor contra, they're exactly what they are. Perfect chaos, all where it has to be. No speculations, no room for interpretations.
Mushrooms will teach everything, they are the wisest on this Earth. Look into it.
I'm not some druggie or hippie either, but learn up about mushrooms, mycelium.
This season fits, read up on the Amanita muscaria and its place in culture. All red with white sprinkles,
just like a Christmas present. Religion? Drugs!