My deepest and most sincere condolences to you and your family in this time of grief. Just know that there are strong arms around you both with your family and here on the forum brotherhood. There are no words that will ease the pain, but time heals all. My grandfather passed away 3 years ago from dementia and alzheimers and it was a terrible experience for him and all of us. He went from healthy to not remembering any of us and not able to take care of himself to passing within six months. As a WWII veteran and 3 time purple heart recipient and POW, he did not deserve such an unfortunate and painful end. Life isn't fair though, and does not discriminate. I was fortunate and blessed to be able to say goodbye at the end and got to kiss him on the forehead and tell him i loved him one last time on his last day on this earth. It helped a lot with the grieving process, especially since i was living temporarily in his house until my family was able to sell it. Definitely a tough experience, but what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. You and your family are in my thoughts and let me know if you ever need anything, brother. Welcome back and look forward to your posts once again.