Well, im not sure if anyone missed me, or even noticed I was gone, but I still look around every now and then. Ive been going through some god awful hard times lately. Im pretty sure I have to at least be close to clinically depressed, but I cant be sure. Ill give a small rundown of the crappiniess (general of course, I know others have hard and harder lives) that my life has been lately
- My little brother is still sick, for those of you who remember, he was misdiagnosed at the hospital and they broke all 4 of his limbs by accident. Well he has been going up and down in health alot lately. He has had surgeries and infections, and complications. He now has to get a shot in his stomach everyday, but he seems to be getting better.
- My grandpa had another (number 6) scare with aneurisms. He had to get surgery again, but is home and healing, just picked him up myself today as a matter of fact.
- My truck lit itself on fire, that sucked, got it fixed though
- My parents who I live with some of the time, are both strung so tight I cant even talk to them
- My girlfriend and I are having some issues, minor, but just sits on the stack
- My two best friends moved away
- And the worst, the thing that friggin topped the cake, that pushed me over the edge...I had to put my 6 month old puppy, Charlie, as seen in my avatar, to sleep. He got sick and started having seizures. We hospitalized him for several days, but he stopped responding. It was acute renal failure. He was my best friend. I lived alone with just him, and he was the only one in my ife that was truly happy to see me every day. He was such a good dog, and such a good friend, an now he is gone. I keep looking up to see him, he followed me every where, and I feel like I see him for a second, but he really isnt there. I miss him so dearly it isnt even funny. It sounds stupid because I didnt have him long, but I think it makes it worse, I expected to have him for while. He was my one thing I held on to in all the crap.
Add in the financials of all this and you have a hard time.
Im sorry that I probably aggrevated you, or made you upset, but I had to share it with some one, and I figured this was as good a place as any to share my sadness. If any mod wants to remove this topic for lack of any relevancy whatsoever, I wont be offended in the least.
Thanks for reading if you made it all the way through
Like the topic says, ill be back on, I am going back to school, and this is one off my pass times there
John
- My little brother is still sick, for those of you who remember, he was misdiagnosed at the hospital and they broke all 4 of his limbs by accident. Well he has been going up and down in health alot lately. He has had surgeries and infections, and complications. He now has to get a shot in his stomach everyday, but he seems to be getting better.
- My grandpa had another (number 6) scare with aneurisms. He had to get surgery again, but is home and healing, just picked him up myself today as a matter of fact.
- My truck lit itself on fire, that sucked, got it fixed though
- My parents who I live with some of the time, are both strung so tight I cant even talk to them
- My girlfriend and I are having some issues, minor, but just sits on the stack
- My two best friends moved away
- And the worst, the thing that friggin topped the cake, that pushed me over the edge...I had to put my 6 month old puppy, Charlie, as seen in my avatar, to sleep. He got sick and started having seizures. We hospitalized him for several days, but he stopped responding. It was acute renal failure. He was my best friend. I lived alone with just him, and he was the only one in my ife that was truly happy to see me every day. He was such a good dog, and such a good friend, an now he is gone. I keep looking up to see him, he followed me every where, and I feel like I see him for a second, but he really isnt there. I miss him so dearly it isnt even funny. It sounds stupid because I didnt have him long, but I think it makes it worse, I expected to have him for while. He was my one thing I held on to in all the crap.
Add in the financials of all this and you have a hard time.
Im sorry that I probably aggrevated you, or made you upset, but I had to share it with some one, and I figured this was as good a place as any to share my sadness. If any mod wants to remove this topic for lack of any relevancy whatsoever, I wont be offended in the least.
Thanks for reading if you made it all the way through
Like the topic says, ill be back on, I am going back to school, and this is one off my pass times there
John
