Man that is terrible about your family, then to lose tour dog! I love my dogs more than most people! No wonder you are depressed. Find a good neuropsychologist and do some counseling. If he feels you need medicine, he'll direct you to an MD. Most likely, time and a few talks with the doc will be all you need. Don't let depression get control of your daily decisions. If you just need to vent, you got your fellow pipers.