Okay, I'm lost. Is the riff on the Marine Sgt. Fillmore the original poster's own short-short story (pretty good) or does it have something to do with the G.L.P. blend? A little like Willie Nelson's red haired stranger. My own pain and stubbornness don't make me a god, but I still like the Clint Eastwood heroes and others of that genre, as long as I remember, that's not me, nor actually anyone.