I know exactly what you mean, nickg. Since I can only smoke outside it used to be the same for me until I got my iPad. Now when I'm smoking I'm either here or checking out YouTube.
+1 cacooper. Of all the times I've seen Rush, I would have to say that their Test For Echo tour was the best for me. Not only was it a great show, but I got to meet with Geddy and Alex backstage!
My heart breaks for you Nathan. When the sad memories return try and replace them with the good times you had with them. That's what I try to do when I remember seeing my mom being pulled off of life support. I'll be praying for you, my friend.
I've seen all of the following bands multiple times and each time they put on an awesome show.
1. Rush
2. Dream Theater
3. Tool
4. Metallica
5. Gypsy Kings