I resumed pipe smoking after some years when my wife was in rehab for hip surgery. I spent most of my time at the care facility. A drink at night made me too slow to get going in the morning, but a pipe was a way to slow down, take stock of myself and my own feelings, and gain some balance and listen to the night noises (nature). So I think pipe smoking helps boost morale. I would monitor your situation carefully and scout out a good professional before you need one, in case you need one. Most people deal with some form of depression, many without knowing it. Men tend to express depression first, not by sadness but by anger...rages, tantrums. Incidentally, older people tend to mask depression entirely and it comes out as physical problems, but they often don't express any sadness. If you can get exposure to daylight and sunshine at the beginning or end of your day, that will add to your vitamin D, hopefully prompt you to do some walking, and boost morale by giving you some alone time to check in with yourself. The last person we tend to consult is ourselves.