I'm so glad others don't entirely understand the digital world. I had to use it at work all the time, and I finally broke for a home PC and had a terrible extended experience with one of the big desktop manufacturers that was actually settled as a huge class action suit by a battalion of state attorney generals. So I had intense aversion therapy. Also, learning digital on an off-brand work place computer like a DecMate (ever heard of that one?} in your forties is not a way to arrive. My alienation is generational, of course, and also cultural inasmuch as I do not think/process information like people who program software. Being able to program and code requires an emotional distancing I do not do. Maybe in another life, or perhaps I'll be a desert cat instead.