You're not defective at all. It's just a matter of preference. I collect blasts almost exclusively, but do have a couple of nicely grained smooths. The pipe speaks to the buyer, and if a blast doesn't scream, "BUY ME!", to you, it's just not your personal style. I like rugged, deep blasts just for how they feel. A smooth pipe really doesn't satisfy some sort of tactile need I have.